Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Sunday, November 6, 2016

November 6: Falling

Uneasy dreams.
Falling leaves' small thuds
against the bedroom window.

Friday, September 16, 2016

September 16: Full

through snarled and tangled branches
harvest moon rising
a lump in my throat

Monday, March 14, 2016

March 14: Packing anxiety

Trip preparation--
the neurotic little cat
senses something's up.

Sunday, July 19, 2015

July 19: Thunderstorm

Earlier today I read a great (and terrifying) article in this week's New Yorker on the potential for a massive earthquake to devastate the Pacific Northwest in the next 50 years or so.

Article on earthquakes--
thunder's vibrations tonight
make me nervous.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

June 11: Urgency

Pending nightfall--
two cardinals duel,
distant sirens come closer.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

June 10: Phoebe anxiety

My co-worker found a phoebe nest on the ground next to our office with two fledged chicks nearby and one chick almost ready to fledge. We let them be as the mother phoebe was on hand and watching attentively. Later, during a meeting, we could hear her outside the window anxiously chipping at them and occasionally flying down to them with food.

anxious phoebe calling
while we're discussing money
what we pass on

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

June 3: Last night

headlights sweep the neighbor's house
a man walks past again
I pull the shades

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

April 28: Wind and rain

Roof tiles on the lawn--
arbitrary gusts of wind
make me restless also.

Friday, July 25, 2014

July 25: Big red Sun

Low hazy red sun.
Fin de siecle moment--
how long will we last?

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

March 27: Crows at dusk

I left the house at dusk, and as I walked to the car, heard a large flock of crows cawing loudly up on the mountain. The birds were not visible. What they were yelling at was not visible. Just a clamor in the rising dark on a dreary evening.

Twilight on the mountain.
Calling of unseen crows.
Anxiety settles in.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

November 6: Election Day

Unless you've been living as a hermit in a cave for the past six months or more, you cannot have escaped the intrusive media frenzy that is election season. Now the day of reckoning is upon us. I voted early via absentee ballot, so did not participate this year in what I usually find to be a heartening community event, greeting friends and acquaintances in the fire station as we wait in line to carry out our civic duty. Even the town ballot issues seemed divisive this year. But in a way I wish I'd waited to vote in person, because instead of having at least that morning uplift of playing my tiny role in the democratic process, I've been anxious all day long hoping things turn out OK on the local, state, and national levels.

Only the birds coming to my feeder have provided adequate distraction. I'm trying a new bird seed and they seem to like it. A nuthatch returned several times, as did a female cardinal. And a squirrel made a few failed attempts to scale the building to reach the feeders. I got up and watched it for a while after it gave up and foraged in the grass for spilled seed instead. The sun shone on its fur, illuminating a pretty orange streak down its gray back. Its flippant tail looked invitingly soft. For a few moments, I simply admired that squirrel and didn't worry about a thing.

Election day anxiety.
Not to be a squirrel,
but to have such simple desires--